For so long I thought I was weird, strange, different, didn’t fit in, too quiet, too shy, things didn’t make sense, and the world had a different story to what I believed in. I hid my strange obsessions with things from others and how I did life.
When the world around you keeps telling you are strange, you start to eventually believe it. That different, quiet or shy (insert your own things here) are not normal and there is something wrong.
The truth is the world just hasn’t caught up with your uniqueness yet.
There are ‘standards’ and ‘averages’ and ‘normals’ but they are really just a gleam over the whole of what someone, somewhere, sometime -a long time ago - decided to set a bar or a standard for.
It’s 2020. It’s clear that most of those ‘normals' are WAY OUTDATED.
I can feel the pulse in my Neptunian antennae that some major system changes are on the way. We’ve reached that point on the path of change like a frisbee where we now must shift direction and implement the updates.
Sometimes I look at the state of the world and think *SNORE*. That is my Mars in Aquarius talking and I often don't have the patience to wait for things to catch up.
What would the world look like if we all understood and celebrated our INCREDIBLE UNIQUNESS?
If we didn’t get shuffled into stale systems like lemmings, indoctrinated into education programs that stifled our unique creativity as it's developing.
I’ve spent the last few days reflecting on what it means to be free - really FREE. Outside of the operating system.
And for me, one of those is to whole-heartedly embrace our uniqueness, our soul's whispers and run with it REGARDLESS of that the world tells you.
I never desired a 9-5 day job, but my lord I am driven.
I have weird obsessions that become my whole life, but that makes me a master.
I have strange and borderline OCD methodical ways of doing things that appear chaotic and crazy to the outside world, and I'm most definitely a perfectionist, but that makes me great at what I do when I balance it.
I'm probably on some type of a ‘spectrum' - whatever that means, but I AM SO FUCKING PROUD OF FOLLOWING MY WEIRDNESS down rabbit holes and embracing and embodying things I believe in with every cell in my being.
I break silly rules and do things my own way because that is what FEELS good, but not oblivious or selfish to them.
I mean, astrology is not the most ’normal’ thing to be obsessed about. To most people when I mention astrology and what I do with my time, they look at me with blank expressions and I can see them energetically back away slowly from the crazy chick.
And I chuckle inside and think GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR LIFE and whatever floats your boat for you.
All those weird things about you, make you you.
NORMAL IS BORING.
Unique is ART.
It is so special and shall be celebrated. It takes being brave to embrace it.
Have fun embracing your weird. We all need a little more fun right now.
No astro updates this week, Evelyn will be back next new moon and I’m deep in the creation of 2021 Planner (which is going to be EPIC).
Happy full moon!